Tuesday, 28 July 2009

Spent the weekend in trauma!!

Well took myself of to bed Friday afternoon for a nap - as I felt like c**p and missed a call from Claire asking me to ring her, by the time I crawled outta my pit she had gone home. Was gonna go on boat trip down the Thames with Mary but had to take a rain check :-( I will get on one of those boats one day lol

So my wild and wonderful imagination was working overtime ALL weekend as to what had gone wrong with my tests I had done Thursday and what they had found and was thinking everything was all gonna be cancelled.

Well I did get some time out - spent 5 hours playing Wii resort games with Elaine and Colin on saturday - it was wicked, cheers guys!! (mind you my little wings were hanging off Sunday lololol)


Saw Claire yesterday and found out what the call was about - more harvesting ...... of my eggs!!, being a woman of child bearing age they have to offer to harvest and freeze my eggs - just in case I ever want children, well being 42 (and a half next week) - I decided against this, (yup another life changing decision) I will never be a parent! ( I can hear some of you sighing with relief no little paula's running around!)

Had some bloods done for Gastro yesterday (appt next Monday) and my lung function test for the transplant so keep yr bits crossed they are ok.


Most people have a diary or calender I have an A4 sheet with the next month drawn up on it - out of the next 31 days I have a medical appointments of one description or another or injections for 13 of those days ......... so far!! (Im sure this number will increase) wow Im gonna be bloody busy - no time to be sick lololololol.


Well thats it for today - more to follow im sure :-)
Thanks for looking in.

Paula xx

4 comments:

Jilli said...

This is gonna be a difficult reply, but i feel as though i must post something, else this little post wont have a comment.

But, what can i say that i didn't already say on the phone?! Except ... you lucky sod! No kids ... that's like a dream come true for me! I'm glad u decided against children ... seriously now ... 42 and half is not the time to be thinking about starting a family ... in my opinion its way too old! And god forbid you might end up with a child like BETH!!!!!

Luv ya lots
Jillx

Paula said...

OOh yes you did make your feelings very clear on the phone lol, but seriously - yeah I personally think I am too old or certainly will by the time I would be able to even try and use any harvested eggs. My poor body has been through enough and is gonna go through alot more soon so I think I have made the right choice - well I have been able to try for children for the last 26 years or so and not really even thought about it much so why start now!!
p.s. for those of you who dont know Jill - she is not a child hater (honest) she and Andy have 2 wonderful girls (umm young women now) which they have raised wonderfully and they should be proud of them and they have a lovely little grandson (who luvs his mimi and pop dearly) so she aint all bad! ooh n Beth is her niece who is being a little f****r at the moment!! but hey Jill if she wasnt acting up you would not have got to eat chocolate at 3am!! see always a bright side!!
luv ya hun - keep the comments rolling and will get around to telling others about this so they can post stuff too lol
P :-) xx

Jilli said...

I always knew Beth was useful for something ... and that appears to be blaming for lots of things e.g. .... Paula's pain in the ass ... my cold sore ... my midnight feasting of non fat club food ... need i go on?!

Jillxx

Anonymous said...

Hi Paula, wish you all the best....im sure you'll be fine.... your a fighter and so keep smiling even if it gets tough...We will be thinking of you.

love Colin, Danny and Linda xxx